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  <title>Ceridwen's journal</title>
  <subtitle>Just a means to share with you my obsessions</subtitle>
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    <name>ceri_chan; ceridwen</name>
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  <updated>2009-11-25T08:04:03Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:23480</id>
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    <title>New Positive Wave</title>
    <published>2009-11-25T08:04:03Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-25T08:04:03Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Rolling Stones - Sympathy For The Devil</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;I'm not dead...I was just swept off by yet another new obsession: Gay movies.&lt;br /&gt;You may notice there's a new page on that topic too on my website.&lt;br /&gt;I should finish it up today too. And then I swear I'll start updating again the manga and HP fanfic sections too. &lt;br /&gt;It takes so much time though....and I really have to finish translating chapters 4 of Yatteraneze in Italian.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I feel energized somehow....&lt;br /&gt;I started a French Course, I went to see two of my teachers at the University to discuss the program for their courses and I like them a lot, and my job is going pretty well.&lt;br /&gt;I may even get a scholarship this year....&lt;br /&gt;So, I'm in going through a positive period, not even the 1300 euro I have to spend for my dentist depress me too much...I will pay it in some months...I'm not gonna get down now because of that!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:23224</id>
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    <title>Too good to be true....</title>
    <published>2009-08-18T15:38:49Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-18T15:38:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I was floating in la-la-land...but I was brought down again to earth...and to University Fees, Car insurance, University fees! I won't be able to put aside a little money untill December...when I'll spend it all again in the next University rate and presents.... &lt;br /&gt;Well, I should just focus on the thought that I'm still in a better place respect last year, I do have more time to study and I do spend lot less...&lt;br /&gt;But&amp;nbsp; STILL! &lt;br /&gt;Work work work...an my next 4 wages are already spent!&lt;br /&gt;And I started a new diet too.&lt;br /&gt;I have right to feel bitchy!&lt;br /&gt;I have a sugar starved  brain to keep up with!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:22919</id>
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    <title>Dare I to believe it?</title>
    <published>2009-07-23T20:40:45Z</published>
    <updated>2009-07-23T20:40:45Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I have actually some time for myself, and a little money to buy some stupid useful thing too. I'm spending a lot less money being so close to home, and I have half a day free to study or indulge in myself again.&lt;br /&gt;I can't believe it.&lt;br /&gt;Even though I spent much of said time in the last two weeks working at home or...just SLEEPING, I started studying again and I'm tidyng up my PC all my mangas, etc etc.&lt;br /&gt;I know it's lame and stupid, but it feels great!&lt;br /&gt;It's like taking back my life.&lt;br /&gt;Even though it will be hard to keep studying all the same, at least I can really think about it.&lt;br /&gt;Gosh, don't give up everything just because &amp;quot;these are bad times&amp;quot; and shit like that... we'll have enough time for regret later, but now we have to try and do what we planned for our life.&lt;br /&gt;Of course we must keep our feet on the ground. I didn't left my old job until I found a new one. I can't afford to just study, so I work....&lt;br /&gt;But if you don't try you don't do anything.&lt;br /&gt;Gosh this post is so clich&amp;egrave;! So &amp;quot;God Bless us All&amp;quot;&amp;nbsp;XD&lt;br /&gt;But I feel like this so keep up with it!&lt;br /&gt;*My Ewan in Kilt to celebrate my good humor (until it will last)...oooh, if I could be a little breeze what I'd do to that Kilt!*</content>
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    <title>A new beginning ?</title>
    <published>2009-06-26T08:53:40Z</published>
    <updated>2009-06-26T08:53:40Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I'm so excited. Next week I'll start my new job. &lt;br /&gt;It's on shifts and it should leave me a whole half day every day of the week free, plus 2 free days per week. &lt;br /&gt;I can really start studying again! &lt;br /&gt;It's close to my home and that means that 8 hours of work will be just 8 hours, instead of the 12 hours away from home I'm doing now. And I like that job more too.&lt;br /&gt;Finally luck turned my way!&lt;br /&gt;I hope that will mean more time for my little website and yaoi interests too.&lt;br /&gt;*happy dancing away*</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:22374</id>
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    <title>Kira Takenouchi - the Third :)</title>
    <published>2009-06-24T08:49:36Z</published>
    <updated>2009-06-24T09:17:09Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">I'm sorry if this title offends anyone, especially Kira, but I found it&amp;nbsp; fitting to the situation.&lt;br /&gt;I wanted a funny title for a situation that I hope will start and keep going in a more light mood than the last year's.&lt;br /&gt;And let's think of it as a best wish for the future too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For all Kira fans, Kira is back again. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you're interested, check her Facebook profile. Just look for &amp;quot;Kira Takenouchi&amp;quot; on Facebook. I'm sure she'll post updated information about her new website or everything else she will do from now on there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As for how she is, I don't really know. She seems well. She took some months off and I hope they were good for her. &lt;br /&gt;She will obviously still be ill. But... I don't know, I have a better feeling about it than about her second coming back.&lt;br /&gt;As I said some posts ago, I think the best course of action with her will be to just consider that she is ill and can't control her illness totally (even though, let's hope it will not bring her to last years depths) and that she is the author and she has the control. It's good to feel that she's your friend and I'm sure she believes you are one too. But she just can't take criticism in any form: not about her writings nor about her behaviour.&lt;br /&gt; And that she can be bitchy about it too. :)&lt;br /&gt;But this is my burnt feelings speeking and my considerations. You do as you wish.&lt;br /&gt;She was a bloody good author so I'm thrilled to enjoy some new good fiction from her.</content>
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    <title>Is this my life?</title>
    <published>2009-05-18T16:16:05Z</published>
    <updated>2009-05-18T16:16:05Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I really really REALLY need to get my ass up this chair and start making something for my future life again.&lt;br /&gt;I don't want to stay here...I don' t like my job.&lt;br /&gt;I want to finish studying and just leave for whichever country as soon as possible.&lt;br /&gt;Damn money!&lt;br /&gt;I want to be a kept woman...don't mind much about other lovers....anyone interested?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There you go...I started going nut again....</content>
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    <title>So much to do - so little time</title>
    <published>2009-03-25T15:16:30Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-25T15:16:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Does it happen to anybody else too that the more things yo&amp;nbsp; have to do the more you concentrate on the less important ones?&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;I need to find a new job 'cause the one I'm doing is too far from home therefore it's too expensive and I stay away from early in the morning to late in the evening with the obvious influence in my study-time (which amount to none!)&lt;br /&gt;I have to study...&lt;br /&gt;I realized I have hundreds of manga to read yet and to sort and archive...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I feel like I will suffocate if I don't go abroad sometimes in the nearly future.. one obvious solution would be find a new job abroad...and that would be great but it would mean to renounce definitely to Uni....and I'm not getting sany younger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And guess what I'm doing? I started began with sorting the mangas...!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need to really slap myself into reason again!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so maybe you'll see an update in the manga section soon...</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:21733</id>
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    <title>Kira Takenouchi - final (?)</title>
    <published>2009-03-06T08:47:32Z</published>
    <updated>2009-03-14T15:00:10Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">I'm writing this post, which probabily will be the last one on the topic, not to put my nose in someone else's business, but just to give the message to those interested who haven't got access to this info from inside.&lt;br /&gt;And from the various comments and mails I received, I know that there are many.&lt;br /&gt;Today, as any other member of Yaoi House, I guess, I received an e-mail from Kira definitely stating what she's beeen saying for awhile now on her lj on yaoi house.&lt;br /&gt;She close down Yaoi House, she's not gonna finish her yaoi stories, nor giving them to anyone to finish, maybe she would one day revise them to make them not-yaoi, but she's not sure about that. She's not selling nor publishing yaoi books anymore.&lt;br /&gt;She will keep writing different kind of stories and she will start up another website for those, the cost of the membership would be lower too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For what I gather she's not turned homophobic, she actually said a while back that she will keep writing about homosexual relationships. She's just not confortable anymore with the&amp;nbsp; &amp;quot;graphicity&amp;quot; (I just invented a new word?) of yaoi sex, and maybe with the violence of her past stories?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By the way this is all for the moment.</content>
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    <title>new updates</title>
    <published>2009-01-09T17:00:26Z</published>
    <updated>2009-01-09T17:00:26Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I've updated my hp fanfic list with some more fics, and I have updated the manga section!&lt;br /&gt;I still have a huge amount of new manga info to update. It takes forever!</content>
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    <title>Latest news from Kira Taenouchi's world and old considerations...</title>
    <published>2009-01-08T21:46:19Z</published>
    <updated>2009-06-24T07:27:37Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt;Hi, I'm writing a new post on this matter to answer the few mails and comments I received lately about the latest problems that &lt;u&gt;seem &lt;/u&gt;to have arised with Kira and YH. I don't know if you found me by chance, or if you reminded me from my standing up last time, but I'll be here to chat with you about it in any case, just, if you already knew me, sorry: I'll probabily repeat myself.&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;u&gt;First of all&lt;/u&gt; though, I will state clearly now that &lt;u&gt;I have not been following things lately because of my own few problems right now and because I still felt a bit uneasy at YH&lt;/u&gt;. &lt;br /&gt;I've known about the new problems from your comments and mails but since I don't have first hand information like last time and I do not speak about things I don't really know myself as a rule, I'm sorry I can't be much help in trying figuring out what has been happening lately. I can just share with you my feeling about the last &amp;quot;episode&amp;quot;.&lt;br /&gt; The only reason I decided to write this post, is to answer that need to speak with someone else involved that I read in most of the mails I received and that I, myself, felt last time. What will follow are MY opinions, MY feelings, i don't expect you to agree with them but I'm open to discuss them.&lt;br /&gt; I know what it means not being able to express it because either people around you don't care about Kira, or what she wrote, or what she did, or because you have no space wherever in which to express it.&lt;br /&gt; What I have to say on the matter is very long and if you don' want to bother reading it all if you want o know what I think, at least take in consideration these few points, I will explain them better later if you really want to understand them:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;ol&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt;&amp;nbsp;As evident as it should be, I wil stress this point: &lt;u&gt;Kira is ill&lt;/u&gt;, for her own admission. She is bi-polar and prone to have maniac moments in which she cannot control her behaviour. I don't know if after last time she started taking real care of her illness or not, but as she herself stated, she cannot give any warranty of not doing it again. I think the best way to move is to be prepared, now that we know how far down things could go, instead than getting angry again for it later. Personally I was never angry with her because of her &amp;quot;moment&amp;quot;, but only after, when she came back to offend people.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt; I NEVER HATED KIRA, I DO NOT HATE KIRA. I feel sorry for her too in all this mass, because you can see she suffers, even though she is the cause of her own pain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt;I, together with many other fans, felt betrayed on a personal ground more than on a economic one, and that caused the most pain. 6 months ago I decided to separate Kira the person from Kira the author. That's something I should have done since the beginning and I'm not putting the blame of that mistake on Kira, but still, the way se treated her followers after all the support she received for years from them, it hurts. (Not that it would have been better if they were any other people, but it certainly made it worse)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt; In the end, in my personal experience, Kira has been rather honest with money, even during her&amp;nbsp; &amp;quot;moment&amp;quot;, so I think it should be enough to be a little careful and it won't be dangerous to keep following the writer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt; &lt;br /&gt; I'm open to cryticism or even just to chat, but please take in consideration this before attacking:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style=""&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul type="disc"&gt;&lt;li class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt;Please, stop saying: &amp;quot;It's only a      business, if you like it, buy it, if you don't, go away!&amp;quot; You are      certainly right, but that has never been how things worked between Kira      Takenouchi and her customers (and still seems to work), and that has      always been a benefit for Kira, and sometimes for other people too.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style=""&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt;Do avoid the statement &amp;quot;Why do you      bother with this? Don't you have a life?&amp;quot; It could have been smart      the first two dozen of times it has been written, but it's a bit lame told      by people who OBVIOUSLY spend the same amount of time mulling over it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style=""&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt;It is possible to state your positions      without offending, try be mature, I may delete your post otherwise.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style=""&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt;Finally,&amp;nbsp; I'm Italian and I write in      English, since many discussions were fogged up by grammar considerations,      I'm asking you: do try to be a grown up and discuss my ideas, not my      English Grammar.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style=""&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;To better explain the point made above:&lt;br /&gt; 1) She seemed to take her illness into consideration in the company after her &amp;quot;moment&amp;quot; by stopping taking pre-orders and (in her view) by appointing other people as CEOs. In fact, I personally think that the only way for people to trust the company again is for its propriety to pass to others. A CEO can be changed at will. And that way she could bother only about her writings too. But I can see how hurtful would be for her to renounce to something she herself worked so hard to build.&lt;br /&gt; 2) As I said I do not hate her. I don't like the way she sometimes seems to put herself over others or the way she censured people or treated them. I do not like the way she uses her illness as an excuse for her attacking other people. I have never been angry at her for her &amp;quot;moments&amp;quot; cause they were caused by her illness. But to treat people like she did AFTER she came back and took up her business again (which should mean she was sane enough for that) and then say&amp;nbsp; &amp;quot;oh, sorry, but what do you want? I'm ill&amp;quot;. Well, I can't accept it. &lt;br /&gt; So maybe I don' like part of her as a person much, at the moment, but it's still not hate.&lt;br /&gt; 3)I've followed Kira for years and I really loved her, I read her lj everyday, I participated to her bad and good moments. There have been one or two moments in which I didn't like much the way she behaved with someone else, but in the end I knew only her side of the story and ended up forgetting it. This time though, I saw it all so clearly,&amp;nbsp; there was no room for doubts for me. I despise rudeness above most things and, although I myself yield to it when in rage I try to avoid it like the pest or at least repent to it. If she showed REAL repentance I would have understood. But instead she offered faked apologizes. Because I think that saying sorry one moment, and attack a person who expressed their frustration over the matter the very next moment, it is not a true apology. What's more, she seemed to be surprised that people didn't just thank God for having and back and went back worshipping her....I still remember her saying: &amp;quot;why are you so angry? aren't you happy to have me back?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt; And despite all this, I still feel sorry for the way things went and for losing that feelings I had for Kira so, don't you dare telling me that I hate her!&lt;br /&gt; Nothing would make me more happy than knowing she is happy, living in her beautiful house, doing the thing she loves and is so good at instead of having to watch all this!&lt;br /&gt; 3) Being part of YH used to be like being part of a little community, we have been part of Kira's life for months and felt like friends to her. Of course it couldn't be the same for her. She was just one and writing about her life everyday. We were hundreds and most of us little more than lurkers. But I at least thought there were some sort of link, loyalty to us on her part. And she DID show it sometimes too, but &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style=""&gt;&lt;em&gt;what remained i&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style=""&gt;&lt;em&gt;n the end was in short: &amp;quot;Either you follow me blindly or you fuck off&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt; 4) For what I know Kira has always refunded who needed to be refunded. I myself still have a free lifetime membership even after everything happened. I know she had some problems with the authors of her old companies and for what I gathered she didn't behave very well with them in more than one occasion. But that again have been settled in the end, even though I gathered that the authors had to be very firm and in some cases even had to use the threat of a lawyer to be listened to.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt;&lt;br /&gt; I kept this for last, because not being involved in this second crisis, I'm not even sure if everything that was told me is true.&lt;br /&gt; But if it is, I have to say I'm very sorry for Esther for her situation, although it seems exactly the same of what happened to Harial.&lt;br /&gt;They both never said a bad word about Kira, at least to me, and they both had to work hard for Kira's company. i don't know if there's something true in Kira's accusations but I never read anything to back those up.&lt;br /&gt; And a special sorry from me to Esther for doubting her very existence...a bit paranoid you'd say? But it wouldn&amp;rsquo;t have been the first time Kira assumed someone else's identity (Keeru).And I couldn't really understand how someone could have done what Esther did: following Kira during her &amp;quot;yaoi era&amp;quot; , then in her &amp;quot;God dislikes what I write&amp;quot; era (even quoting the Bible together with Kira in the new lj), and then AGAIN in her &amp;quot;yaoi era&amp;quot;. And I noticed that Esther's writing patterns are sometimes very similar to Kira's. &lt;br /&gt; I'm still not totally sure if you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt;, Esther,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt; really exist or not,&amp;nbsp; but if you do, sorry for doubting it.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; Here is the end of this stream of consciousness. &lt;br /&gt; I tried to keep it short instead I ended up with a boring poem, but it would have meant nothing otherwise.&lt;br /&gt; If you want to talk further I'm here.&lt;br /&gt; And I hope that everything will settle soon for everyone, Kira included, and there won't be anymore nastiness from both parts involved.&lt;br /&gt; And NO, I don't think this post will just spur more polemics, I'm no one important after all, and I still believe that not letting people talk about it it's the worse thing Kira could do for herself.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 128);"&gt;I was asked to post this link too, since it seems to be the only place on the net that it's keeping track of all the history of it and it's not restricted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://dearauthor.com/wordpress/2008/05/1 1/publishing-house-alert-yaoi-house-llc/"&gt;http://dearauthor.com/wordpress/2008/05/1 1/publishing-house-alert-yaoi-house-llc/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You'll read there comments from both part first-hand yourself.&lt;br /&gt;Decide for yourself what to believe and how to behave!&lt;br /&gt;As for me: Kira's works deserve to be read. you just have to be careful on ow much of yourself put into it both personally and economically.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB"&gt;Whew, I will force me to stop writing now!!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(to read all my posts about kira click on the tag: kira takenouchi)&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:20610</id>
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    <title>HP fanfic area updated with new goodies</title>
    <published>2008-10-24T16:12:25Z</published>
    <updated>2008-10-24T16:12:25Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I updated the Harry Potter fanfiction area on my site with many new fics: &lt;a href="http://ceridwen.netsons.org/HPfanfiction.html"&gt;http://ceridwen.netsons.org/HPfanfiction.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will hopefully update even the manga area during this week-end but I'm awfully back with the latest manga released so I'll have to catch up first!&lt;br /&gt;And I have much work at home these week end too.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:20439</id>
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    <title>I'm back</title>
    <published>2008-09-02T09:40:23Z</published>
    <updated>2008-09-02T09:40:23Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Depression over a no-real-holydays&amp;nbsp;summer forgotten *you wish*, I'm starting updating again my website.&lt;br /&gt;A few new fics (one really big: 62 chapters) and I will come up with new manga update soon too.&lt;br /&gt;so enjoy!!</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:20033</id>
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    <title>Where is Ceridwen?</title>
    <published>2008-08-27T15:43:12Z</published>
    <updated>2008-08-27T15:43:12Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Summer is almost gone and I went just once to the see.&lt;br /&gt;ONCE!&lt;br /&gt;*You, stop whining!*&lt;br /&gt;*sorry master!*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've been very busy and I usually fall asleep as soon as I stop (I even menaged to almost fall asleep inside that scary narrow tube of the &lt;span&gt;magnetic resonance imaging &lt;/span&gt;while doing the exam....)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BTW I'll immediately confess the &lt;span&gt;unconfessable and say that I've beenreading an awful lot of....HET fiction...!! &lt;br /&gt;It surprised me.&lt;br /&gt;I guess Ineed a boyfriend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I've also been reading a 614 pages long Harry/Draco too, so I'm not totally lost!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I imagine I will update the website soon, so don't leave yet^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:19828</id>
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    <title>Yaoi is my brain-saver right now....</title>
    <published>2008-07-18T08:34:43Z</published>
    <updated>2008-07-18T08:34:43Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;God what an awful period is this! Work, work, work and no money, problems everywhere, even a tragedy in&amp;nbsp;one of my friend's&amp;nbsp;family,&amp;nbsp;not a decent&amp;nbsp;man in sight not even if you're willing to pay...&lt;br /&gt;Thanks God I discovered yaoi some years ago, and thank&lt;em&gt; Iani&lt;/em&gt; for introducing me to it. I feel like I could go crazy right now without it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm too troubled to dedicate time to WIP fiction or too complex matters, so I avoid studying, I (try to) avoid thinking about the Italian first minister (The BIG lying ass-hole), and so&amp;nbsp;I just read some short fanfic, some oneshot manga or anime and trying to make my website look&amp;nbsp;a tiny winy bit better...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope you're fairing better and that you're having good holidays...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I try to drop a note now and then just as to make you know I'm not dead (if any of you&amp;nbsp;does actually give a damn about it ;P).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:19624</id>
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    <title>The sun! I almost forgot we were in June! + news on the website</title>
    <published>2008-06-19T15:36:12Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-19T15:42:42Z</updated>
    <content type="html">The second day of sun in a long while...I know I will get tired of it and of all the heat it will bring with it soon, but in the meantime I just wanna enjoy it. &lt;br /&gt;It will soon become to hot to be much enjoyable as long as you cannot go swimming. &lt;br /&gt;(You know how hot I mean. When you're all sweaty already as soon as you finish dry yourself after a shower, when you jump from a tree shadow to the other, when you&amp;nbsp;often breath like you just ran from a tree shadow to another, when you start browsing the net for the correct way to do a dance of rain, when you're too tired to even be able to&amp;nbsp;think that it's too hot to be able&amp;nbsp;think....and you realize you live only in Italy in the end, not in Africa, and&amp;nbsp;how the heck do THEY menage it?) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, it must be the sun and the renovating air it brings with it (I know that happened already in Spring, but God, it's being bad and/or raining for weeks now) , or the fact that I'd do everything to avoid thinking about how far back I'am with my studies this year, but I'm in full organising mode right now. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have everything I need: baggy clothes when I return from work, pen in my air, old&amp;nbsp;spinster attuitude (barks at everyone who dares interrupt me)... &lt;br /&gt;I'm reorganizing everything...in my room and in my laptop,&amp;nbsp;T shirt in the first shelves,&amp;nbsp;sheets and documents and books in the rights shelves/drawers,&amp;nbsp;correct files in the correct folder&amp;nbsp;in the correct unit of the computer&amp;nbsp;. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As for my website...I hate&amp;nbsp;the way many pages are structured with the plain,&amp;nbsp;simple and not very nice to look for tabs, but, nonetheless, they do their work properly and are the max I could do with my low knowledge of HTML and my even lower artistic sense.... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I keep having new ideas about what to put up on it. &lt;br /&gt;I created new categories in my themed HP/DM fanfiction rec list and I created a new section for yaoi and shounen ai&amp;nbsp;ANIME and I want to add a section for RL movies too. &lt;br /&gt;I updated the fiction part again with new&amp;nbsp;fanfics and I will force myself to update the anime and manga section too...but that's more complicated since I don't have much time especially when I'm at home&amp;nbsp;(I can read new fictions at work, but I cannot risk to&amp;nbsp;be found&amp;nbsp;reading a yaoi manga. a fiction is only text...they don't bother reading while passing by, but&amp;nbsp;a&amp;nbsp;picture is a bit more difficult to not notice it) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you have any suggestion on how to improve or where I could publicize my website please&amp;nbsp;tell me. &lt;br /&gt;I know&amp;nbsp;mine is not much more than a personal webite for my alter ego "ceridwen" but&amp;nbsp;I hope it has got something that someone could find useful, especially people that are relatively beginners in the yaoi world. &lt;br /&gt;At least that is part of what I intended to do when I decided to create it. &lt;br /&gt;I'm putting there all I discoverd in 4 years of yaoi&amp;nbsp;reading and that I've often discovered many of them by chance, &lt;br /&gt;So this is&amp;nbsp;a sort of big bookmark lists for me&amp;nbsp;to have it at hand wherever I go, but even to let other people enjoy&amp;nbsp;all these things&amp;nbsp;too. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And please, I know there is a&amp;nbsp;few of you that actually visit this website (ah, the almighty tools of the net technology!) so, please, why don't you leave a little tiny winy&amp;nbsp;comment?&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;Like: "seems like a child work, but it has got something useful, so it's not a total waste of&amp;nbsp; web-space" or maybe "thanks for that link" or what about: "I know I cannot see you, but by the way you write I think you lost some weight...yeah you look sexy as hell" ; P ? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*nudge, nudge*</content>
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    <title>Real Life</title>
    <published>2008-06-03T22:06:20Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-03T22:41:25Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I'm experiencing a weird period: I keep passing from sad to happy moods and it's not normal for me.&lt;br /&gt;But I know the reason, it's just a moment of big decisions and insecurities, and that cause me to be concerned I'm not doing enough for my future...if not wasting it all altogether.&lt;br /&gt;But in the end I know what I need to do and I think I'm on the right path...even though maybe it's a bit late...but I don't wanna regret anything later. I want it all: my postgraduate degree and a work in London.&lt;br /&gt;I swear I have no idea why London got my heart so much, but I feel like I NEED to live and work there for a while...I don't know how to describe this.&lt;br /&gt;I love Italy and my house and my pets and my family (note the order ;P) but it feels like a part of myself is missing and that part it's labelled L.O.N.D.O.N., with shining stars all around it.&lt;br /&gt;After a period there I'll probabily want to come back in Italy, or go to Tokio next, but right now I need to do that!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don't know why I'm telling you this...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BTW I'm slowly updating my rec list and the manga section so even though it may seem so, I'm not dead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*lots of isses and hugs*</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:19017</id>
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    <title>Kira and Harial -NEWS-</title>
    <published>2008-05-15T09:04:25Z</published>
    <updated>2009-01-08T21:58:42Z</updated>
    <category term="kira takenouchi"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;First of all I want to congratulate Kira for her decision of freeing her authors form their contracts obligations and let them decide what they feel it's best for them after all that happened.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then I want to give you the new links to Kira and Harial companies' websites.&lt;br /&gt;You may find them on my website page: &lt;a href="http://ceridwen.netsons.org/YaoiFiction.html"&gt;YaoiFiction&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let's hope we can put everything behind and just anjoy the good fiction again!&lt;/p&gt;(to read all my posts about kira click on the tag: kira takenouchi)</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:18699</id>
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    <title> Yaoi group</title>
    <published>2008-05-08T13:53:46Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-08T14:01:05Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;I've started a new group&amp;nbsp; called YAOI CHAT to talk about Yaoi in general, fiction, fanfiction, manga, anime, whatever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you want to join you're most welcome to do it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's the link: &lt;a href="http://groups.yahoo.com/group/yaoichat/"&gt;http://groups.yahoo.com/group/yaoichat/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See you there&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:18518</id>
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    <title>My situation with Kira + rectification</title>
    <published>2008-05-04T17:03:47Z</published>
    <updated>2009-01-08T22:00:01Z</updated>
    <category term="kira takenouchi"/>
    <content type="html">I'm telling this here once and not going through it again if possible.&lt;br /&gt;If you read Kira Takenouchi and are a fan, you may know me already.&lt;br /&gt;If you don't, this won't&amp;nbsp; interest you (and if you like yaoi I suggest you to look for her name on the web and start reading. &lt;br /&gt;She's got talent!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sorry if this comes out as a bad publicity for her, but I had to explain myself here too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BTW for the ones who cares. This is my version of what happened.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After what happened this past 2 months I felt that many people were angry at Kira, feeling confused with the whole situation and not safe with the new developments.&lt;br /&gt;I've felt that too from time to time.&lt;br /&gt;I will never tire myself of saying:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;I. DO. NOT. HATE. KIRA.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not even after this.&lt;br /&gt;I understand that a mental illness is something serious, it's not a whim.&lt;br /&gt;So I forgave totally Kira's behaviour.&lt;br /&gt;But from there to trust her again like before....we need time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; (to read all my posts about kira click on he tag: kira takenouchi)&lt;br /&gt;And I thought many people needed the possibility to discuss things freely and...yes, rant and complain if so they whished so that they could go back to Kira calmer and clean of any lingering recrimination about her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But Kira misunderstood me and thought I was only putting up a place to group up in Kira-hating self satisfaction.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that's not it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you want to believe it? Good.&lt;br /&gt;You don't? Your choice.&lt;br /&gt;I'm tired to explain myself when I've done it enough in my first message in neo-kirafics&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color="#ff00ff"&gt;&lt;font color="#993366"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;RECTIFICATION: I'm not banned by Kira website anymore. She offered me free lifetime membership.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ceridwen&lt;br /&gt;aka &lt;br /&gt;dark_samira</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:18367</id>
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    <title>Changed links</title>
    <published>2008-03-31T12:43:26Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-31T12:43:26Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Hi&amp;nbsp; All&lt;br /&gt;I changed the broken links, yes all of them, I'm almost feeling nauseous thinking about my website right now.&lt;br /&gt;If only I knew CSS...you change a link or a page frame and they all change instead of changin 60 to 80 pages, frames, links or whatever!&lt;br /&gt;But for the moment it should be fine.&lt;br /&gt;I even changed the name of the pages, so that now I don't have page4, page5 ....page 83, but just "home", "HP fanfiction", etc.&lt;br /&gt;Please change your bookmarks if you bookmarked a specific page.</content>
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    <title>Non-working links</title>
    <published>2008-03-27T16:10:47Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-27T16:10:47Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Nirvana - The Man Who Sold the World</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Thanks to amay who told me about the non-working links, and if any of you find even a stupid thing wrong or that doesn't work, please leave a message in my tagboard.&lt;br /&gt;BTW most of the non working links were links to scanlation groups. Unfortunately they often change domain or die so that will hapen again in the future!&lt;br /&gt;I changed all the wrong links in the "Scanlation Groups" page, to change them all through the manga lists will take a while (consider that I havea medium of more than 30 manga per letter and 54 pages of manga for 25 wrong scanlation group to fix....&lt;br /&gt;I really feel like crying........T_T&lt;br /&gt;But first I'll update my sections, especially the HP Fanfiction, 'cause I've not being downloading lots of manga lately...</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>Kira's disaster.... + news on my website</title>
    <published>2008-03-18T12:05:36Z</published>
    <updated>2009-01-08T22:00:33Z</updated>
    <category term="kira takenouchi"/>
    <content type="html">I don't know if any of you ever read Kira Takenouchi stories, well if you did you certainly can undrstand my sadness that she suddenly decided God wasn't pleased with her lifestyle and she stopped writing.&lt;br /&gt;Of course this is her decision to make and I hope she'll be happy with it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But in the meantime wonderful yaoi/BDSM stories are left without a parent and an ending. Luckly she decided to pass all her stories and companies to Harial who created a new yahoo group to idiscuss the new developments and wait to see what will happen with everything.&lt;br /&gt;If you're interested here's the link: &lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;a href="http://groups.yahoo.com/group/neo-kirafics/" target="_blank" rel="nofollow"&gt;http://groups.yahoo.com/group/neo-kirafics/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the meantime...news.&lt;br /&gt;I post now and then new links in my fanfiction rec list, and I'm going to update my manga section soon too.&lt;br /&gt;But I even have to translate something for Storm in Heaven in Italian so I don't have much time!&lt;br /&gt;Please leave some comment in my tagboard sometimes, it's easy and it will please me to no end!&lt;br /&gt;*kisses and cookies to all*&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; (to read all my posts about kira click on he tag: kira takenouchi)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>My Journal on my website!!!!</title>
    <published>2008-02-29T21:37:38Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-02T10:29:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">YAYYY&lt;br /&gt;who's the web-whiz?&lt;br /&gt;*you are!*&lt;br /&gt;yes, I am!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sorry for this but after 2 days of time taken off work to try and put my lj on my website (ceridwen.netsons.org) and solve all the problems of styles and dimension, not knowing much about HTML and now everything seems to work!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I even put the tagboard that it is quite easy and quick to use, so please let me know you're there sometimes!&lt;br /&gt;Now off to update my fanfiction list!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And later my manga section too....I haven't even downloaded a manga for ages!!!!</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dark_samira:17309</id>
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    <title>Hi there!</title>
    <published>2008-01-07T18:41:10Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-07T18:42:26Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;Is there anyone out there????&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;Am I alone????&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;I hope some of you are still with me. Have you checked my new website? Does it work? I'll give you the link again (http://ceridwen.netsons.org/)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you didn't read my last entry I decided to transfer everything of my livejournal there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;I have put a long list of updates in my manga list (which unfortunately are already 2-3 months old so there will be new one coming).&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;I also created a Fanfiction area with a list of my fav fanfic (especially Harry Potter and Star Wars)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;Gosh I'm so tired! Its amazing how much time it takes to put up a decent list of Manga or Fanfiction! And every now and then I have a new idea of structure or of style and I start again. I have almost 100 pages full of useless things. And in real life I have to study, make all the chores at home and look for a job on top of it.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;I start to feel drained.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;Right now I just finished my Fanfiction list, if you consider only the past fics and not the ones I'm reading right now. I have like 50 new manga and oneshot to sort and put up on my list, I have a few more to download (and then sort and put up) and what did I do?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;I decided that all the manga list must have a new style, because the old one is awful, so first to updating the list, I'll redo all of it again (change background, text colour and links colour of over 50 pages). If I knew how to create a CSS it would be easy: change the model and every page changes. But I'm a dull person and I don't know how to use it!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;And what is worse is that I don't like the new style that much neither, at least is better than the old one, but that'll mean that someday in the future I'l have to redo it again. And I wanted to add pictures and other nice things but I don't have the time to work on them...Uff!&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <title>Updates?</title>
    <published>2007-08-01T16:16:26Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-12T15:17:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;font color="#333399"&gt;Hi all!&lt;br /&gt;Yes, I'm talking with the two of you that actually read my LJ sometimes, if you're still there, that is.&lt;br /&gt;I've been busy late and I'm fed up with lj 'cause it's too slow for a list such as mine.&lt;br /&gt;I spend almost the same time fixing what I already wrote because I find it all messed up, than to update.&lt;br /&gt;Furthermore I thought that it would have been better to create a section for newest updates, so that you won't have to look through the whole list everytime.&lt;br /&gt;So I decided to create a website for it.&lt;br /&gt;Good Idea isn't it? It shoul be quicker to brows through it too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's my website: &lt;a href="http://ceridwen.netsons.org/"&gt;http://ceridwen.netsons.org/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;I'm just updating it now, but there's something new already!&lt;br /&gt;Please let me know something once in a while. It makes this work all the more better^^.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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